happy/sad
if you listen to a song way too many times, the words settle within your brain. They hang their pic of the walls of your memories and decide to plant a garden and bury their dead pets underneath it.
Thay might be slightly extreme, but it makes sense somehow.
"The roads don't love you." The roads do love me. They've been the best home i've had.
"I used to be so eager." I'm WAY to eager, too curious. My mom keeps telling me that i should wait and see...but the restlessness kicks in...and i start to pase around the room. You become uncomfortable and leave...then back again to pasing. NOt because i'm waiting for you to move, but because i'm waiting for you to come back. Most of the time you don't.
"i've found the controls, i go were i like...and maybe for now, i'll stay right here..."
yes, those are all lyrics to songs...find them...maybe you'll learn something about the one pasing across the room...me.